Friday, November 4, 2016

Unbreak My Heart by Nicole Jacquelyn (audiobook)

Title:  Unbreak My Heart
Author: Nicole Jacquelyn 
My Rating: A-
NarratorAlastair Haynesbridge

Genre: Contemporary Romance 
Series: Fostering Love #1
Main Characters: Kate and Shane
Release Date: June 2016 (audiobook)
Publisher: Hachette Audio
Links to Purchase
Sexual Intensity: hot

Story Overview:
What do you do when your soul mate marries your best friend?

If you're Kate Evans, you keep your friend Rachel, bond with her kids, and bury your feelings for her husband. The fact that Shane's in the military and away for long periods helps-but when tragedy strikes, everything changes.

After Rachel, pregnant with her fourth child, dies in a car accident and the baby miraculously survives, Kate upends her entire life to share parenting duties. Then on the first anniversary of Rachel's death, Kate and Shane take comfort in each other in a night that they both soon regret.

Shane's been angry for a year, and now he feels guilty too - for sleeping with his wife's best friend and liking it . . . liking her. Kate's ability to read him like a book may have once sent Shane running, but their lives are forever entwined and they are growing closer.

Now with Shane deployed for seven months, Kate is on her own and struggling with being a single parent. Shane is loving and supportive from thousands of miles away, but his homecoming brings a betrayal Kate never saw coming. So Kate's only choice is to fight for the future she deserves - with or without Shane. . .
My Review:
Overall: 4.25
Performance: 4.75
Story: 3.75

This is one of those books that's mesmerizing. It was absolutely amazing and intriguing. At the same time I was completely in love with Kate, I completely hated and abhorred Shane and how awful he was to her. Throughout almost the entire story, I wanted to hurt him...bad...just because he kept hurting Kate over and over again. It's a highly emotional, angst-filled story...but because of that, not everyone is going to be able to enjoy it.


Shane is an alpha-hole in every single sense of the word. And even after finishing the book, I'm not so sure I like him at all. BUT for me, the author made that work. I wanted to lash out about how unfairly he treated Kate, but there were reasons...not good ones mind you, but reasons that he fully believed. He lied to himself so many times about so many things to do with Kate. 

They met when they were teenagers in a weird foster parent situation that I never really fully understood. But from the moment they met, there was something between them...something he refused to acknowledge, because if nothing else, Shane is completely a fault. And that is his biggest fault. He refuses...absolutely accept that he can feel something for Kate. He won't allow it, and so he lashes out at her over and over again...even when he desperately wants her. 

The problem...not only does she love him, but she's the primary caregiver for his kids. Since he's gone on deployments so much of the time, she's more of a parent to them than he is. Even when she finally reaches the point of telling him to go screw himself, she can't leave...there are 4 kids that she'd have to abandon to do that...and she just can't. Those are her kids even if she didn't give birth to them. 

But despite all that, this book was so good. My one real complaint besides the total unlikeable qualities of Shane is that I wish Kate had gotten more of a victory in the end. This is a romance novel so you know that things will end up with an HEA. I just wish she'd gotten more concessions at that point from Shane. I don't want to post any spoilers about all that. I just wish there had been more. The entire book was extremely emotional, but at that point, it didn't feel as emotionally deep as the rest of the book had been. I wish the author had dug deeper into Shane to achieve that. Kate deserved it...and then this book might have been at the top of my favorite reads of the year.

But as it is, it was still an amazingly good and engrossing read. Emotionally, it captured me and never let me go.

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